Tuesday, March 10, 2009

You are not just a bunch of cells anymore.

And that kind of scares me. You look like a person and you are 11(ish) centimeters big. And I love you. And I'm petrified something will go wrong. Still. I'm scared that at our next scan at 21 weeks you won't be there anymore. I wish you could give me a great big boot in the ribs to let me know that you are ok.

Why is it that no one tells you, the happiest days of your life are filled with fear? They should tell you that. Every one says you can relax after the 12 week scan, but who actually relaxes? No one I'm sure of that.

Not a great deal is happening here, I've not been sick today! And at 1.40 that's saying something!! I'm hoping to get remarkably better in the next 3 weeks, I've got to start working so it would be handy to be better. I'm not sure how teaching and vomiting at the same time works, let's hope I don't have to find out!

A few weeks ago and the races for my sister in laws birthday, I think I was around 13 weeks.

This is a belly shot taken at 15w2d. (bad hair day)

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

wowwwwww! You have a gorgeous belly ALREADY!!!!

naaaaaw....you look beautliful. You have NO idea how happy I am for you!!!

Cara said...

Your baby is gorgeous in there - as are you.

Fear is part of this pregnancy after loss journey...it makes the love even stronger.

xoxo

Jessica Lerch said...

I love strawberry shortcake... not so sure about willy wonker... bahaha... now for real I totally agree that so long as you & Dean are happy with your selection of baby names that is all that matters, other people's opinions don't matter & I'm kinda glad we never told anyone the sex or names we were picking cause I'm sure I would have gone mental.

As for your belly pic... I LOVE IT!!! You make me wanna go back all over again! You look gorgeous & your belly is too too cute!!

I also love the scan pic! You have one precious little bubba in that cute belly of yours.

Poo about the placenta but I think from our mummies some had that too & their hubbies could still feel the baby kick just not as hard so try not to let it get to you, does suck when you're a bit different tho I kinda understand how you feel.

So long as bubba is healthy that's all that matters.

All the best! Hug hug hug!!!

Josée Martens said...

I love your bump, but mostly I love that you love your bump. hee hee.

Bloggerme said...

You look amazing and pregnancy certainly suits you. It is a nervous time and I assure you the worry never stops but that is all part of the journey. It is all going to be worth it.