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The dollars just keep on slowly disappearing. The operation is going to cost about $5000. Each appointment with Julie costs about $80, Mr Woggie's SA cost $120. I could go on and on and on, the scary thing is it's not over yet. I desperately hope that we don't need IVF, Mr Woggie says not to worry about the money but I know he only says that to make me feel better because he really is worrying.

People always said that the first year of marriage is tough, compared to the last few months that was nothing!! I think people should say infertility is tough on your marriage. I'm sure those that have experienced do say that.

Lately I have been trying to imagine what our bub will look like, when it will be born, how I will announce the news to Mr Woggie. Mr Woggie came up with a nick name for the baby when it is in my tummy, he wants to call it "Bun" which I think is really cute. Cause it will be our Bun in the oven!

I've been feeling uneasy about the Op but there is nothing I can do about it, it is unavoidable. I was hoping I'd get a last minute reprieve by getting pregnant but obviously that wasn't meant to be. I'm coping ok at the moment (and this will sound terrible) because I have no newly pregnant friends who have only been trying for a few months, but I am assuming it is only a matter of time until that happens.

Anyway I could write and write but I've got to go and pay a bill!