Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I could have got your hopes up...

I don't think I have ovulated yet. And it is driving me crazy...literally, I'm so stressed about it at the moment I am getting a cold sore. Great!

I'm ready to give up. I just don't know if I can keep on going. I'm a giants sook, I know. I just can't deal with this anymore. I need to ovulate soon. We have houses guests coming tomorrow and I really don't fancy having sex with my mum in the next room. I mean obviously I'll do it if I have to but it is already depressing enough having sex when you are not in the mood but to do it with your mother 5 meters away, is not cool.

Mr. Woggie is trying to make me feel better, he even sang for me this morning. It made me cry he is being so nice and I can't even thing anything nice. He is holding on the the hope right now, I've chucked it out the window. It just seems too hard.

Thank you for all of the kind and caring messages, they do mean a lot and do help me feel better.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Naw, he sang for you? wow! My hubby I don't think would ever do that.

You must have felt pretty down?

Im sorry that things are getting crappy hon.

Jessica Lerch said...

Stay positive chick... Is there a room down the other end of the house your mumma can stay in rather than on the other side of the wall?
Keep up the sex fest, it'll be worth it!

Anonymous said...

From ICLW - Ai, I am sorry. Doing 'the deed' is just not fun anymore when you've been ttcing for a while.
Hopefully the big O will happen before the houseguests arrive.

Josée Martens said...

ICLW

Hee hee. Personally, I find it arousing to have sex in a bathroom at a party (with my husband of course). God knows IF takes a little of the sexiness away. But the whole legs in the air for 30 minutes at the party afterwards get ackward. LOL!

alicia said...

ohhh so hard to haev timed sex, ecspeacily with company! ahh I feel for you. i hope you O soon!!

here from ICLW and thanks again for your comment on my blog

Sue said...

Hi from ICLW!

I am sorry that you are so frustrated, but I totally understand. We had MF IF issues when TTC, and I only found the blogging community after the fact. I think if my husband had sung for me, I would have been over the moon. I know you must be thankful for such a wonderful DH!

momofonefornow said...

Hi, over from ICLW,

I know exactly what you mean about the sex and the lack of mood, and the guests and the blah blah blah.

Oh how I wish there could be just a tiny little bit of romance involved.

Mara said...

Aww.. he sang for you! That's so awesome!!! I'm so sorry that you're feeling so down, and hope that you ovulated last night or today so that you don't have to worry about it while you have company in town.

Sending you hugs as you wait.

*ICLW

Erin said...

Here from ICLW. I hate having sex when you aren't in the mood and I hate it worse when there are other circumstances you need to take into consideration.

Here's to ovulation and conception. All the best on your journey!