Don't make me do this again. I need to get a BFP this time. Last night Mr. Woggie and I went to bed fighting I don't even think we said "I love you" to each other. It was about sex. We both knew that we should have had it on Dr. Julie's recommendation but neither of us could be bothered. Mr Woggie DID try to make some moves, but I just couldn't reciprocate them, because I knew the only reason he was making those moves was to make a baby. A worthy cause, I know but I just couldn't do it. And I know that if I only see one ugly line this month, I will blame the lack of DTD on CD 18. Even though it is not logical to do that!
I honestly can't see TTC continuing for much longer if my current attitude and lack of "putting out" prevails.
Now I'm off to do some yodeling!!
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I'm sending some of my fertility fairies over to your house to join the baby gods in giving you a good end to the 2WW. (oh, the rum idea sounds fabulous--I'd join you for that!)
I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time. Have you considered having some counseling? Sometimes when you're struggling it can help to talk to someone who's not involved in the process. Good luck.
Here from ICLW...
More cycles than not, DH and I would run out of sexual momentum by the end of the fertile period. Sometimes we could manage one more at a crucial time, but sometimes not.
Honestly, it is so much easier now that all of our babymaking occurs with me unconscious surrounded by doctors, and DH alone in a room with a cup. Optional sex is so much better than mandatory sex, even (or maybe because) there's less of it.
Hope you get a BFP and sex becomes optional again!
It does get hard when it becomes about the baby, rather than about being together. Been there, many many many many many times.
Ick! I understand completely. IF has turned me off of sex, and I feel terrible about it. How do we get past that?
(ICLW)
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