Sing that title to the tune of Roxette's "Dangerous" LOL.
Singing it nice and loudly makes me feel better already! It's amazing what a bit of loud singing (very out of tune singing mind you) can do for the emotions. I already feel better.
You probably want to know what made me mad enough to go find Roxette on You Tube? Well not much, believe it or not!! That doesn't surprise you though does it, because I'm becoming a angrier person by the day. I don't want to be an angry person, I just have such a low tolerance for insensitive people these days. I'm sick of people telling me how to feel "be positive" "everything happens for a reason" all of these things just make me cross.
Anyway now that I've got that out, I'm feeling a little better.
Onto TTC matters, yes we are still taking a break which I thought would be easy HAHA! It really is difficult to ignore your fertile signs when you have been tracking them for almost 2 years. I'm getting all my usual signs that I'm about to ovulate and I wish I could stop thinking about TTC and what I SHOULD be doing. Which would be having lots of sex according to my specialist.
Dean rang up and made an appointment for us with Dr. Lindstrom for the 27th of November. It's not to start any form of AC, because I'm simply not interested in trying IUI or anything until I know why I've had 2 back to back miscarriages.
So that is where we are at right now. Not in an exciting place, just plodding along really.
3 comments:
Roxette was the first band I ever loved :D! And still do!
I know what you mean about being angrier, so familiar... But I'm glad that listening to Marie & Per helped :)
My SIL has had two back to back miscarriages this year too. She's also taking a break. I will pray for both of your bodies to feel ready and MAKE A BABY!
hi hon, sorry I haven't been online recently, been in Tassie the last 5 days.
Nice that you feel more comfortable posting now =)
...NY is in approx 7 weeks =)
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