I'd been doing remarkably well coping with the loss of Baby Woggie. Probably too well. I had cried once or twice, but on the whole I felt numb. I think that I was so wrapped up in the heavy bleeding and feeling dizzy that my mind was taken off the loss of Baby Woggie. But last night at about 11.30pm I was watching a repeat of the mens weightlifting final of the German man who won. When he collected his medal, he took a photo of his wife who had passed away 3 years ago with him and kissed it as he received his medal. And that my friends, was enough for me to lose it. I was sobbing and my heart was breaking. I must had been pretty loud because Mr. Woggie who was in bed came out to the lounge to comfort me. Today, I've just been feeling down and depressed, I keep thinking how far along I should be and how far along I'm not.
This brings me to my third song in the series of songs that speaks to me. It's is "The Voice Within" by Christina Aguilera. It has helped me through a lot of these kinds of moments and I expect that it will speak to me again and will help me find my inner strength.
The Voice Within.
5 comments:
Your posts have me in tears :(
Cry all you need to sweetheart.
Don't forget that your baby Woggie knows how much you love him/her.
Lots of hugs
xoxox
That is so sad and loving. It makes me hurt and cry.
Oh Darl!!! You're so so strong!
Take it easy, grieve however you need to & cry whenever you need to.
It's a huge thing to have lost your precious little one after all you & Dean have been through.
Take care, big hugs!
Ahhh darling what more can i say than i am thinking of you and let it all out!!!!!
xoxox
Big hugs to you. You've been through so much, and it's not fair. I'm hoping for much brighter things for you guys in the future!
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