Wednesday, August 27, 2008

It's a Wednesday.

And I don't like Wednesdays. It makes me remember how many weeks pregnant I should be. I was feeling great yesterday, I was on top of the world. But today I've woken up and I feel like jumping, screaming and having a giant tantrum. I've already had a giant tantrum to Mr. Woggie. I seriously don't know how many more he will take.

It all seems too hard. I don't want to forget and I don't want to move on, but I feel like I should push myself to do it. If I let myself get stuck in this rut, well, I don't think I'll ever get out. I need to do something to remember Baby Woggie by and then look forward. I'm just at a loss at what to do. My thoughts so far are;

- Get a tattoo, I've draw the design I like, but Mr. Woggie is very very against this idea and I can see his point, it is permanent. I'm feeling like I feel now, but I might not always feel this way.

- Plant a tree - good idea, but what if it dies? I'll feel worse then, or if we move, because one day we will, our Baby Woggie Tree would have to stay here.

- Get an angel for my necklace, I think this idea is coming up trumps so far. I can wear it when I feel like I need to and I can take it off when I feel ready to, but always keep it somewhere safe.

Does anyone have any other suggestions. I need to do something, I just don't know what.

4 comments:

Josée Martens said...

What a beautiful idea. I have no suggestions.

'Murgdan' said...

I haven't experienced this...so I don't have any ideas. I do LOVE the necklace idea though.

My hubby got us a tree to plant for our first anniversary, and I felt the same way about that tree. What if it dies? What if we move? So no tree. Maybe just a bed of flowers--bulbs like tulips or daffodils--because you could take some bulbs with you if you moved.

Jessica Lerch said...

My suggestion...Buy a star!!

Then you can always look up into the sky & know Baby Woggie is looking down on you.

Anonymous said...

^ That suggestion is a beautiful one!

K - I also like the angel idea...and you are smart about the tattoo and tree....

I will post anything if I come up with something else...