And I'm not loving them so much right now either. SERIOUSLY!
I was supposed to be having my 12 week scan today. I can deal with that I think to myself, until Mr. Woggie gets back from the doctor and I have to take him to give blood samples and urine samples for a back problem he's got.
To get to the blood room, we have to walk right through the maternity ward and the particular hospital I was supposed to be at and right past the scanning place where I should have been sitting at that very moment, waiting to see my beautiful baby for the very first time. Most of the time we get bloods taken at a different place (it's more convenient) but this time Dean's doctor wouldn't allow it and said it HAD to be done at that hospital. Quite possibly that would have been okay, until I had to see pregnant women akimbo, strutting around in all their glory, rubbing my infertility and miscarriage in, making me feel like a Queen of Barrenness. Okay, so they weren't doing it on purpose but that is exactly how it felt to me.
I realise I have not been keeping any one updated about my TTCedess, well I'm either about to ovulate or have just ovulated so keep everything crossed for the biggest and fattest BFP you have ever seen in 2 weeks time!!
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*** Hoping for a heavily overweight BFP!***
fark. That sucks about having to go to the freaking hospital...gah.
on a side note - you are coming my way in Jan?!? Coooooool! Maybe we could meet up. I could leave the bubs at home with her dad if it would be too hard for you. I have absolutely no problems with that and don't want to do anything to upset you.
wait...what am I talking about?!? You will be pregnant by then anyway =)
* continuing on convo between our blogs*
yeah, but, I don't want to upset you darl...and it might.
How about we wait until a little before and see?
do you know rough dates?
I hope after mid Jan, as thats when hubby goes back to work, lol.
That sucks about the hospital. I'm sorry you had to go through that. Here's to hoping for a big fat BFP this month!!
Oh lovely, that must have been SO hard. What awful timing to have to go there today
Big hugs.
You can have ALL my BFP vibes
xoxox
Fingers crossed for a HUGE fat positive :)!
Aaaarrrrrgggghhhhh! That's me screaming out loud for you and the entire reason the support group I'm starting up is going to be held OFF SITE (aka - nowhere near the hospital)!!!
Mrs. Woggie, that must have been very very hard to do. I admire your perseverance and the hope you have. I cling to mine because I know that one day... some how... I will be kissing baby cheeks. We both will.
How are you, sweetie?
*hugs*
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