The hope is back..

Which is a kind of nice feeling. On Sunday, I bought a pattern with baby clothes and bibs and a nappy make to make, which I WILL start on one day when I am 12 weeks pregnant. On the other hand having hope is scary, really scary. It seems so much easier when I get AF if I have totally tuned out to it and have no feeling at all. Having hope means it does hurt more when I get AF.

I've got so much hope at the moment I did something today I haven't done for months. Discussed baby names with Mr Woggie. We even started making a little list, which you can see on the left hand side. Why are we coming up with baby names now, when there is such a small chance that I will get pregnant. Well because we simply don't agree on names for our future children. In fact we couldn't even come up with a name for our dog that we both liked and he was nameless for days and referred to as "Puppy" I wanted to call him "Jimmy" and Mr Woggie wanted to call him "Diesel" in the end he got named "Ozzie" because we met on Australia Day and at the time it seemed fitting but I'm not sure either of us really liked the name it was just the only name we could agree on. And after ALL of that we couldn't decide how to spell it so we let the vet nurse chose the spelling, so he became "Ozzie" which really should be spelled "Aussie" if it was to fit the day of our meeting theme.

Mr Woggie likes names like Sarah, not that there is anything wrong with that BUT I have two best friends called Sarah so having 3 Sarah's in my life would probably be a little bit too much to handle. I could cope however, when you talk to someone and you say "I saw Sarah the other day and blah, blah, blah" you always have to explain which Sarah you are talking about, of course I know which Sarah I'm talking about but no one ever does. So a daughter with the same name is out of the question. I like names a little bit different like Michaela however as you can see from the list, it didn't even make it. Boys names...We'll the list is a little short on boys names, we don't do so well with boys names, we have 2. 1 of which I don't "love" not that it matters right now because obviously I have 9 + months to find names I love.