To cut along story short, I was pregnant, We were really happy, but then I thought I wasn't pregnant, so we were really sad, then I thought I was pregnant (my symptoms started coming back) then yesterday I started bleeding, vomiting and having really bad cramps, so now I am not pregnant anymore. I was 5w1d along, so I didn't even make it past 5w5d.
Emotionally I am just exhausted, if I was allowed to sleep for a month, I think I could do it happily, if I could become a hermit, I would.
So where to from here? A break, at least until the New Year, then we will reassess.
Thank you to the people who have supported me over the last few days and thank you to EndoBaby for writing about me on her blog :D
12 comments:
I'm so sorry you're having to go through all this.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you strength to get through this.
Big hugs darling. I'm so sorry :(
I'm here for you always.
Lots of love
xoxox
I'm so sorry. *hug*
I cried when I read your post. I'm so, so sorry. It's not fair that you have to go through this again. It's just not fair. ((hugs))
I'm soooo sorry..I don't really know what to say and I don't really know what I can do to make you feel better. Just know that I'm here reading on and that my heart's breaking for you.
(((((hugs)))))
I am so sorry. I know that sorry just isn't enough.
I do know how you feel as I too have had 2 m/cs and it is devastating. I hope that a break will renew you. My thoughts and prayers are with you. (((HUGS)))
I am so so so so sorry. Oh my goodness. It's just NOT FAIR.
You're in my thoughts :(
(((Hugs)))
I am just so very sorry! ((HUGS))
...It still makes me so sad when I think about this....=(
I am so very very sorry, Mrs. Woggie. Life is not fair. :(
I am so sorry about your loss. Sending you lots of hugs.
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